Yesterday was one of the hardest day of my life, but then it turned out to be so good.
In the morning, A and I headed toward our house with people to help us pack up our house. Just walking up the path without P was really hard, then I had to open our gate, which is his job. As I walked in the house I could not believe he was gone.
I packed up the house, went through everything I thought I needed and now am all ready to go.
God really met me powerfully yesterday. Can't remember exactly at what point, but I started to remember some really fun times with P. I then started to fill with joy because I had a really great time with while I had him. One of my friends mentioned how we were always like we were dating and P really made it that way. He was oh so good to me. So thinking I shouldn't be happy, I tried to think of something bad, but I really couldn't. Nothing. Our fights never lasted more than 30 minutes and it always ended in laughter or a tickle attack. I love him a lot and miss him so much, but am really glad that he is where he is. Although we had a good time together, nothing compares to the time he is having now.
A and I will shortly be leaving for the airport. We will leave here 6:35 am chicago time. I am not sure what time we will get in, but our fellowship and family knows. Thank you so much for your love and prayers. Miracles happened as people were processing all our papers.
I love you all and will see you soon.
