Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Hipping and Hopping

I don't know that title just seemed to do it for me tonight. I have been in a daze really... life just keeps going and so many parts of you need to keep up. I feel like sleep needs to catch up... some times I feel like I never finished dealing with one emotion and then another triggers and I have to deal with that one... Life is just weird... but today I read from Psalm 143... I really appreciated that chapter, especially these verses:

Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift up my soul. Rescue me from my enemies, O LORD, for I hide myself in you. Teach me to do your will, for you are my God; may your good spirit lead me on level ground. (8-10)

Mmm~ I loved reading that... To read it over and over and just let it sink in... I long for myself to be like the author of this Psalm.

God is really good to me. As I finish up this chapter, He's been really speaking to my heart about different issues. I really feel Him directing me to close certain doors... mend relationships... put closure on situations that my heart struggles with... He also has been directing me to deal with hurts and questions that I haven't really thought about for a while. As I deal with them one by one... I could see that He is preparing me to return to the states in a healthy state... physically, emotionally and spiritually...

So in all this, I really do need to let the morning bring me word of His unfailing love for me as I put my trust in Him. Daily I have to ask Him to show me the way...

I love my Savior.