These past few days have been filled with joy and hope. Satan does not like that. He wants to crush those who trust in the LORD and are faithful. In this joy and hope, I have been attacked by Satan and his lies left and right. This evening I was in a serious spiritual battle, claiming truth for myself, but Satan trying to take me down with lies... ugly lies... This song is what I heard as I was texting a friend for prayer.
What you're doing (Something Heavenly)
By: Sanctus Real
It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
All I can do is surrender
(Chorus)
Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something heavenly
Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Revaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow your will
or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is you want from me
I give everything I surrender...
To...
(Chorus)
Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to to release all my held back tears
Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly
Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly
Something heavenly
It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time breathe in and let everything out
God is cleaning up this old house filled with lies and deception... He's doing something big and heavenly that I don't even know. I need to keep bathing myself in truth... truth of who God is, truth of who I am and who I am in Christ. God make right what is wrong in my heart... And just like the chorus says, He's doing something that is bringing chaos into my life, but I feel tremendous peace in it. I love you Jesus and find comfort and rest in the fact that I am loved by you!!!
The verse from yesterday comes to mind again...
"For though we walk in the flesh, we are not waging war according to the flesh. For the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh but have divine power to destroy strongholds. We destroy arguments and every lofty opinion raised against the knowledge of God, and take every thought captive to obey Christ, being ready to punish every disobedience, when your obedience is complete." - 2 Cor 10: 3-6
Lord I feel peace falling down on me as I have people praying for me and as I seek your truth. Let me reside here...