**the PEAs. P drew this on the computer**
can you believe it's 10 months? i can't believe that in two months it will have been a year. how crazy is that? in the beginning i felt like time would not go... i felt i was stuck in time forever, but now i can't get it to stop... days, weeks and months are flying by... wow...
last night i had a dream about P... have been dreaming of him a lot this past week... i like it, it leaves me with good memories. before when i would dream of him (which was like three times) the whole next day i would cry and feel sad... now they are sweet and nice. miss him... but glad he decided to come see me in my dreams, since i haven't seen him in months. funny how months ago i would do anything to bring him back and how now i accept what has happened, hope for what the Lord has for me in the future and live with joy. like i typed last night, one day i will be sitting on Jesus' lap and He will explain to me all that has happened and i will see the glory in it all. (hoping actually that i could see some of it before sitting on His lap)
my computer is broken... actually there was a little problem, which i was thinking of fixing, but this morning another problem arose which makes me sad. the computer fell and the CD/DVD part of my laptop broke in half... the morning was spent at the "computer doctor" trying to see how the little problem and big problem could be fixed. it will take two to three weeks. a friend (SR) said that she may be able to hook me up with one for those weeks, so thanks SR for coming to the rescue so many times. i love you girl. - the computer is at home for now, but in the afternoon it will be taken back to the "computer doctor" and i won't see it for a while. please pray that it will be a short time as i have lots of work to do on it.
