maaf... lagi jet lag

i'm so sorry that i'm still jet lagged. it is awful. i have been going through torture these past few days. A is back on a good schedule, 7pm til 6am. me on the other hand, i'm dying to stay awake during the day... refraining from taking naps during the day. then i'll crash at about 8... can't do it any longer my body tells me. i go to sleep hoping that i can sleep at least til A wakes up... nope. i get up at like 3 and can't go back to sleep. it's awful. then i toss and turn not wanting to get out of bed because i'm still tired you know... then A wakes up. then the cycle starts over. i need to sleep. i just want to be able to sleep from like 9-6 at least one night to get this tiredness away then i think i'll be okay... please pray that i could sleep til A wakes up and not wake in the middle. also pray for A as she has a cold (runny nose and cough). this crazy winter weather is the first for her... when i'm in the right mind, i shall return with stories.