i wrote this a few weeks back and never posted it... sorry
the Lord has been good to me since before i was formed in my mother's womb. the Lord is compassionate and caring in all things of my life... He is going before me on my journey...
when i got back from indonesia, i told my "parents" at the house (G&L) that i was planning on moving out. i love it here, but i felt for A and i, it was a great next step. we talked and they agreed. they are sad and i know it'll be one of my saddest days because i couldn't be at the place i am not without them, plus it's our home...
i didn't have a place planned out or even knew if i wanted to buy, rent, whatever... in the midst of that, i went to see a couple at church (W&T). i went for some advice and in our conversation i told them i was planning on moving. they had already told me that they thought it was God's plan for us to meet because before i contacted them, they had already wanted to meet with me. T's mother passed away a little over a month ago and her house was empty. W&T both at some point had a thought of A and i living there in the house, which is right next door to them. they brought this up to me and i was a little bewildered and confused... then W says, "wanna go see your new house?"
it was everything i had wanted... a cute little bungalow house, furnished, 2 bedrooms, with a backyard and a basement.
isn't God good? how can anyone say there is no God, when He is going before me and preparing every step of the way... every detail that i need taken care of through His people? God is alive and living and knows all our needs... even in times of unknown chaos... He knows and cares.