**A was looking for her korean doll to sleep with... we looked and this is what i found...**
**mommy daughter date**
**school uniform... wears it only on wednesdays**
**this is A going down the hill on a piece of wood. our neighborhood slide. it's great because it's right in front of our house**
**i asked A to put on her undies... this is what i got.**
hopefully these pictures will work. i chose highlights, but on facebook hopefully it'll be more.
we are doing quite well. last night, i had a good cry. i don't know how to explain how i feel... i miss P, but missing him knowing he's not coming back. i don't long for him to be back again like i used to. this morning on the way to school, A said, "mommy, i wish daddy could take me to school." and in the middle of the road my eyes filled with tears... i wish the same thing... i told her that daddy is so proud of her going to school and making friends. we talked about what he would be doing in heaven and how we can't wait to get there. we still have our days... i don't think it'll ever go away... he'll always be my P and he'll always be her daddy... i spoke to someone who lost their spouse and remarried and 20 something years later, still cries and thinks about the person. it's just a part of life now... P will be a part of us no matter what.
please keep praying for us as like i said, we still have our days even though a lot less than ever before. pray for me as i am in the process of paperwork to start teaching English. pray for A as she goes to school and makes friends. pray that we could continue to follow Christ in all that we do... in conversation and in our daily lives.
as i type this, i wait for the pictures to upload, not working... i'm hoping before i have to pick up A the pictures will work. i'm praying... i have 4 minutes left. ugh.... come on... now my battery is running out...
yes it worked!!! although the pictures went to the top... Praise God i could share some pictures. facebook didn't work... ugh, but this is good. enjoy
