I was thinking about what I wrote and thought about erasing it because I thought how to some people it could sound bitter and depressing... But that is a part of my heart and how I am processing. It's not easy...
I want to explain something...
I used to be a very hard core judger. I mean seriously was so quick to judge people... not that I'm totally not like that anymore, but I've learned something through this process... You just never know where the other person is. I sometimes come home and think about the day and realize that I may have offended someone. Not on purpose, but because I had things on my mind or because my heart is hurting. So now, I am learning grace... You just never know where the other person has been or is.
So I guess I ask for grace as you read my blogs... I am still processing and I'm never going to be perfect. So please take me where I am, take a second to imagine what it's like and don't be quick to judge my thoughts, process and feelings.
Thanks.