i feel like i have been on the go for a couple weeks now... with A going to pre-school and me doing studying, hanging out with friends and all the other things i fill my time with... i don't know why i do the things i do just to feel tired at the end of the day.
i thought of my days in indonesia when i sit on our porch with A playing with the neighbor kids and didn't think i needed to be anywhere else. i thought of how i would just walk 20 steps to go to meet friends and hang out. i thought of our little warung (little convenient store) just like 10 steps away where we would would get quick snacks or vegetables. i thought of how it was so nice to just sit around and enjoy life and not be on the go.
today on the way home from dropping off MP, P's brother, at the train, i ran into some traffic and A fell asleep in the car. that hour drive home was the best time i had with the Lord in a few days. i worshipped and prayed and praised God for the beautiful white snow that was falling... probably what caused the traffic.
i want to slow down a little in life. i don't want to have every hour planned with something. i want to enjoy A. i want to enjoy me. i want to enjoy good long times with the Lord. i want to enjoy time that the Lord gives me with edifying things.
praying that this week i will not be on the go so much, but really enjoy the time the Lord gives me and fill it with what He wants from me.
