a friend of ours told me a little after P's death about the joy that A has from P and i. i really didn't think much about it, even though i kind of knew what she meant (maybe because i was just so sad), but lately i am so thankful for that. for how much joy A has. she is just full of it and i love seeing her glow. so i thought i would share some pictures that show her joy. the last picture is the picture our friend sent me when she explained the joy. another friend of mine explained to me a few months back about our joy tanks in life, and if that's full, life is joyful and you enjoy it. i've been thinking about that... even though it's hard for us now, i think P has filled our joy tanks throughout our years together and now we just keep filling it up with the other things that give us joy.
