i feel like i haven't written in a long time. life has been a little busy.
friday we went to the doctor and A was put on an inhaler to help with her bronchitis and also another medicine. praise the lord for doctors who know what they are doing.
saturday we had party day. our block had a block party and it was so much fun for A to be a part with kids and play and even be a part of a bike parade (pictures on facebook). she also went to her friend's birthday party. it was fun but a busy day.
sunday was church. i really enjoy church and love the people and support i get from there. what a family. in the afternoon we had a VBS kickoff at church and A had a great time with cotton candy, popcorn, snow cones, corn, balloons, a jumping thing, music, kids... she really enjoyed it.
monday VBS started and we went. i put A in the nursery because i was helping out, but ended up having to leave maybe 20 minutes into starting the praise. i'm not really sure what triggered it, but i couldn't be there. i left A in nursery and went... just left not knowing where i really wanted to go. while i drove i thought of a park P and i used to go to and i went there. i sat in the parking lot and cried. i just cried... not knowing why or what started it... but just cried. i talked to God and P and asked lots of questions that would be answered when i really won't care what the answers are. then i went back to get A. at church i ended up in the arms of my house mom (L) and cried some more. what comfort...
tuesday A and i went to VBS for the praise part and she loved it... especially the "na na" song. then we had to go for a follow up to the doctor. praise the Lord she is getting better. we do have to go and see the asthma and allergy specialist some time soon. please pray for that.
i also went to church because a friend's dad went to be with the Lord on Friday. i think of 2 corinthians 1:3-4. thinking of that family and praying for them.
so that's been a little bit of what we are up to. please continue to pray for us. A at the doctor today got into the play car and when i asked where she was going she answered, "driving to heaven". i really want to be able to mourn but also be available for A as she mourns in her little way.
i think that's it for now...
