Today A and I had a pretty relaxing day. It seemed like it was the first morning that it was just me and her so that was great. We didn't do much, but I am so glad that we had that and pray for more of those times where she could feel secure.
Today we went to my family's house and on the drive there we passed a cemetery and A from the backseat says, "mommy that a memory park". I was so impressed... that's what we call the cemetery P is at. It wasn't that one, but that she saw it and could tell it was something similar. I told her that was for other people to remember and that ours is special because we remember daddy. We kind of went back and forth talking about P, she was remembering some things about him, which is an answered prayer. In the midst of that I asked if she missed daddy and she said, "A want my daddy." Wow... it was so hard to hear that, but at the same time I was so proud that she could say that. We talked about missing daddy and how it's okay and we could talk about him and look at pictures. I told her that everything that happens is good because God is in control. Again went back to talking about how daddy is with Jesus and we could see him later if we believe in Jesus. Please continue to pray as a little one is processing all this in the midst of seeing her mommy cry and miss daddy too.
