i have been thinking for a while how much A needs me now. how she's probably scared about me leaving her and being anxious when i'm not around. i think about how she's probably processing so much without even being able to explain herself. then today it hit me. i am scared too. the Lord has definite plans that we do not understand let alone know and i just thought that sometimes i find myself scared thinking what if the Lord takes A away too. i think A and i are both going through some security issues. i always thought that i'm the one that she needs, but i definitely need her too. so i just wanted everyone to pray for that. as we adjust and process and grieve, pray that we could find security within each other, but also in the Lord and have peace in the many unknowns in life.
